Trying Hard To Still Believe
Words by Adam Winters
Music by Adam Winters and Bragdon Wood

v.1
I beat my fists against the air and
The mirror just returns my stare and
Sometimes I feel all alone...
I fight this war with both fists open
Expecting to receive what I've been hoping
You'd give me, but all I've got is nothing.

chorus
Here I am, I am broken.
Take my life as a token.
Trying hard to still believe.
Heal my heart, cast out the demons.
Forgive me for my doubt and feelings.
Please don't ever let me be.

v.2
The evidence is circumstantial.
I blame You, though I don't mean to.
Sometimes I lose sight of grace.
Bloody and bruised from all the fighting.
Now I know it's not even right and
I think it's about time I surrendered.

v.3
The war is done, the battle is over
I have won since I surrendered
I think that's the way it should be...
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